Who am I to be
When I realize nothing special
Can't you see I never was
If I'd been aborted
I couldn't exist to be a tool
If I'd been aborted
I would be safe from abuse
Abortion is kindest
But suicide is a second chance
Am I deserving this time around
Back when I lost my chance
What are we when we want to be
If we never are then why care
Weeks it lasted nothing to lifetime
She holds life above me
Who am I to be
When I realize nothing special
Can't you see I never was
Abortion is kindest
But suicide is a second chance
If I'd been aborted
I could not be hurt
Fear never an end, but life
What could have been we may yet to be
yet we would never care because we never were
I never try to hard
As I don't win anyway
When she holds life above me